Work

So Thursday was my first day back to work, I was pretty nervous about leaving Charly, but we worked it out. She is going to stay with Kathy, Thomas's mom, 2 days a week, and the other 2 days with Rachel from the ward. My first day back wasn't too bad I'm a little rusty, but I'm starting to get back into it. I hope to start studying for my COT, Certified Ophthalmologist tech, I'm a COA now so I just have some studying to do. I hope to have my COT by the end of the year. I'm also working on my ophthalmic coding so we will see.

Charly wakes up every morning in such a great mood, it makes it harder to drop her off. Her Dad dropped her off on Friday & Monday. I think it's harder for him than me, I got to spend the day with her today, and it was sooo fun! I love her to death, she is soo darn cute. I love being a Mom, it's harder than I thought it would be, but I love it! Wow its so wierd to say "I'm a mom" I still can't believe it when I look at her, she grew in me for 9 months and she is my daughter. It's just amazing how things work, and to know that my Heavenly Father trusts me enough with one of his special children. It puts your life in persepctive. Thomas is such a great Dad, Charly is Daddy's girl, but that makes me soo happy. He is worthy of all the adoration she has and will have for him. And as a husband he still tries to help with everything except laundry...I'm working on him I hate laundry too.

Alex is soo funny, he loves playing with Charly, until she cries, last night we were trying to tell him what to do, but as soon as he got her to stop crying he gave her back. Well I work again tomorrow and we will see how I do, tomorrow is my long day away from her....so....sad.